Sorry for the lack of updates (Mom). I’m there again, that place where there’s too much to say and words just won’t come to say it all. For the purpose of self-preservation it seems my emotions have been given a local anesthetic–only my feelings for others register right now. Feelings about myself and my life have been numbed. I’m hoping this season will pass quickly, that someday soon I’ll be reacquainted with the essence of me. But I’m kind of lost at the moment, so I won’t be blogging much until I get where ever I’m going. In the meantime, thanks for loving me, despite me.